So yea, I never expected myself to do this, but yes, i am leaving dA. Not forever, but for a while. I have quiet some stuff to sort out in my life, and I got to focus. And dA isn't part of focussing. For ages have I been keeping up appearances, but if I am good at something, it is botteling up my feelings. Now it's not like I have some emotional trouble which i got to see someone about, nothing is medically, financially or socially wrong, and for the record currently I do not plan to talk to anyone about my personal troubles. Moreover, while I am away, i do not even plan to adress the issues that are troubling me. Basically, i just got down to setting myself some priorities, and that means leaving dA. I admit it was a very fast decision, since i thought of it yesterday morning, but it seems only right. I think that this time around, my closer friends, and longer time friends have to get priority, as well as my education. It is my final high school year, and i do not plan to screw it up. Knowledge and achievement have always been important, and now is the time to prove the past 12 years have given me something.

I will be back once in a while. That is to say, so wish happy birthday to those of you which birthdays i remember. I will hide all my comments that are there now, and i promise that i will reply any comments you have left me when i am again up to dA. I uploaded a couple poems this morning, so as to leave you all something to read while I am away. I have to stress your guys support means the world to me, and I really appreciate what you guys have given me during my stay, and I will certainly miss you guys while I'm away. Those of you who I have on msn, I guess we'll stay in contact.

As for when I expect to really come back...well, i would say june? july? august? but it might even take till Christmas

Anywayz, I love you guys

take care, and see you all soon.